I think I keep repeating myself... I AM SO BUSY!! I am smiling though, most of the time ;)
I feel like my mind is so cluttered with a world wind of thoughts, ideas, and of course, worry. I have so many exciting happenings coming up that I can hardly contain myself:
- We have two weddings coming up. Our real 'firsts' with Life, Love & Lemons! The excitement is unexplainable (mixed with some nervousness too). I am researching constantly - making sure I don't miss a thing. I want every detail covered.
- I am behind in some marketing and even further behind on my furniture painting. A long to do list, that grows daily.
- I have been investigating a studio. That just about takes my breath away with anticipation (mixed with some nervousness too). I dream about what it will look like - how to set it up and how to stay ontop of everyday life, without being consumed by something that is more than a business, but a passion.
- I have session bookings through October - that keeps me smiling - and gives me an excuse to shop for new props!! I love that! I still have available slots! Book your sessions today! ;)
During my daydreaming - these are the many things I am obsessing about. Quietly cultivating an action plan for my growing dream. I have scattered thoughts of needed grocery items, laundry that needs to be done, ... and how badly my floors need to be vacuumed.
And then there is Brayden, my little guy. With his big brown eyes and his new favorite phrase, "I want to snuggle Mama!" All of the planning, coordinating, organizing, detailing - stops. We color and pick books to read, he LOVES reading books. And, I love reading to him. His laughter and silliness calms my mind, and melts my heart.
I have to continue reminding myself that all of this, all of the aspirations I have will happen, and I will make sure of it. But, I can't loose site of the really important stuff - snuggling and reading. Someday, to soon, Brayden will have bigger dreams then just 'snuggling mama'. I forget in the day to day while planning my next move that I am in the middle of the best part of my life, being Brayden's Mom.
"Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale" -unknown